Well， I pitied him， and wished him well rid of her， and still would have talked of my business， but it would not do. At last he looks steadily at me. ‘Look you， madam，’ says he， ‘you came to ask advice of me， and I will serve you as faithfully as if you were my own sister； but I must turn the tables， since you oblige me to do it， and are so friendly to me， and I think I must ask advice of you. Tell me， what must a poor abused fellow do with a whore？ What can I do to do myself justice upon her？’
‘Alas！ Sir，’ says I， ‘’tis a case too nice for me to advise in， but it seems she has run away from you， so you are rid of her fairly； what can you desire more？‘ ’Ay， she is gone indeed，‘ said he， ’but I am not clear of her for all that.‘
‘That’s true，‘ says I； ’she may indeed run you into debt， but the law has furnished you with methods to prevent that also； you may cry her down， as they call it.‘
‘No， no，’ says he， ‘that is not the case neither； I have taken care of all that； ’tis not that part that I speak of， but I would be rid of her so that I might marry again.‘
‘Well， sir，’ says I， ‘then you must divorce her. If you can prove what you say， you may certainly get that done， and then， I suppose， you are free.’
‘That’s very tedious and expensive，‘ says he.
‘Why，’ says I， ‘if you can get any woman you like to take your word， I suppose your wife would not dispute the liberty with you that she takes herself.’
‘Ay，’ says he， ‘but ’twould be hard to bring an honest woman to do that； and for the other sort，‘ says he， ’I have had enough of her to meddle with any more whores.‘
It occurred to me presently， ‘I would have taken your word with all my heart， if you had but asked me the question’； but that was to myself. To him I replied， ‘Why， you shut the door against any honest woman accepting you， for you condemn all that should venture upon you at once， and conclude， that really a woman that takes you now can’t be honest.‘
‘Why，’ says he， ‘I wish you would satisfy me that an honest woman would take me； I’d venture it‘； and then turns short upon me， ’Will you take me， madam？‘
‘That’s not a fair question，‘ says I， ’after what you have said； however， lest you should think I wait only for a recantation of it， I shall answer you plainly， No， not I； my business is of another kind with you， and I did not expect you would have turned my serious application to you， in my own distracted case， into a comedy.‘
‘Why， madam，’ says he， ‘my case is as distracted as yours can be， and I stand in as much need of advice as you do， for I think if I have not relief somewhere， I shall be made myself， and I know not what course to take， I protest to you.’
‘Why， sir，’ says I， ‘’tis easy to give advice in your case， much easier than it is in mine.‘ ’Speak then，‘ says he， ’I beg of you， for now you encourage me.‘
‘Why，’ says I， ‘if your case is so plain as you say it is， you may be legally divorced， and then you may find honest women enough to ask the question of fairly； the sex is not so scarce that you can want a wife.’
‘Well， then，’ said he， ‘I am in earnest； I’ll take your advice； but shall I ask you one question seriously beforehand？‘
‘Any question，’ said I， ‘but that you did before.’
‘No， that answer will not do，’ said he， ‘for， in short， that is the question I shall ask.’
‘You may ask what questions you please， but you have my answer to that already，’ said I. ‘Besides， sir，’ said I， ‘can you think so ill of me as that I would give any answer to such a question beforehand？ Can any woman alive believe you in earnest， or think you design anything but to banter her？’
‘Well， well，’ says he， ‘I do not banter you， I am in earnest； consider of it.’
‘But， sir，’ says I， a little gravely， ‘I came to you about my own business； I beg of you to let me know， what you will advise me to do？’
‘I will be prepared，’ says he， ‘against you come again.’
‘Nay，’ says I， ‘you have forbid my coming any more.’
‘Why so？’ said he， and looked a little surprised.
‘Because，’ said I， ‘you can’t expect I should visit you on the account you talk of.‘
‘Well，’ says he， ‘you shall promise me to come again， however， and I will not say any more of it till I have gotten the divorce， but I desire you will prepare to be better conditioned when that’s done， for you shall be the woman， or I will not be divorced at all； why， I owe it to your unlooked-for kindness， if it were to nothing else， but I have other reasons too.‘
He could not have said anything in the world that pleased me better； however， I knew that the way to secure him was to stand off while the thing was so remote， as it appeared to be， and that it was time enough to accept of it when he was able to perform it； so I said very respectfully to him， it was time enough to consider of these things when he was in a condition to talk of them； in the meantime， I told him， I was going a great way from him， and he would find objects enough to please him better. We broke off here for the present， and he made me promise him to come again the next day， for his resolutions upon my own business， which after some pressing I did； though had he seen farther into me， I wanted no pressing on that account.
I came the next evening， accordingly， and brought my maid with me， to let him see that I kept a maid， but I sent her away as soon as I was gone in. He would have had me let the maid have stayed， but I would not， but ordered her aloud to come for me again about nine o‘clock. But he forbade that， and told me he would see me safe home， which， by the way， I was not very well please with， supposing he might do that to know where I lived and inquire into my character and circumstances. However， I ventured that， for all that the people there or thereabout knew of me， was to my advantage； and all the character he had of me， after he had inquired， was that I was a woman of fortune， and that I was a very modest， sober body； which， whether true or not in the main， yet you may see how necessary it is for all women who expect anything in the world， to preserve the character of their virtue， even when perhaps they may have sacrificed the thing itself.
I found， and was not a little please with it， that he had provided a supper for me. I found also he lived very handsomely， and had a house very handsomely furnished； all of which I was rejoiced at indeed， for I looked upon it as all my own.
We had now a second conference upon the subject-matter of the last conference. He laid his business very home indeed； he protested his affection to me， and indeed I had no room to doubt it； he declared that it began from the first moment I talked with him， and long before I had mentioned leaving my effects with him. ‘’Tis no matter when it began，‘ thought I； ’if it will but hold， ‘twill be well enough.’ He then told me how much the offer I had made of trusting him with my effects， and leaving them to him， had enraged him. ‘So I intended it should，’ thought I， ‘but then I thought you had been a single man too.’ After we had supped， I observed he pressed me very hard to drink two or three glasses of wine， which， however， I declined， but drank one glass or two. He then told me he had a proposal to make to me， which I should promise him I would not take ill if I should not grant it. I told him I hoped he would make no dishonourable proposal to me， especially in his own house， and that if it was such， I desired he would not propose it， that I might not be obliged to offer any resentment to him that did not become the respect I professed for him， and the trust I had placed in him in coming to his house； and begged of him he would give me leave to go away， and accordingly began to put on my gloves and prepare to be gone， though at the same time I no more intended it than he intended to let me.
Well， he importuned me not to talk of going； he assured me he had no dishonourable thing in his thoughts about me， and was very far from offering anything to me that was dishonourable， and if I thought so， he would choose to say no more of it.
That part I did not relish at all. I told him I was ready to hear anything that he had to say， depending that he would say nothing unworthy of himself， or unfit for me to hear. Upon this， he told me his proposal was this： that I would marry him， though he had not yet obtained the divorce from the whore his wife； and to satisfy me that he meant honourably， he would promise not to desire me to live with him， or go to bed with him till the divorce was obtained. My heart said yet to this offer at first word， but it was necessary to play the hypocrite a little more with him； so I seemed to decline the motion with some warmth， and besides a little condemning the thing as unfair， told him that such a proposal could be of no signification， but to entangle us both in great difficulties； for if he should not at last obtain the divorce， yet we could not dissolve the marriage， neither could we proceed in it； so that if he was disappointed in the divorce， I left him to consider what a condition we should both be in.
In short， I carried on the argument against this so far， that I convinced him it was not a proposal that had any sense in it. Well， then he went from it to another， and that was， that I would sign and seal a contract with him， conditioning to marry him as soon as the divorce was obtained， and to be void if he could not obtain it.
I told him such a thing was more rational than the other； but as this was the first time that ever I could imagine him weak enough to be in earnest in this affair， I did not use to say Yes at first asking； I would consider of it.
I played with this lover as an angler does with a trout. I found I had him fast on the hook， so I jested with his new proposal， and put him off. I told him he knew little of me， and bade him inquire about me； I let him also go home with me to my lodging， though I would not ask him to go in， for I told him it was not decent.
In short， I ventured to avoid signing a contract of marriage， and the reason why I did it was because the lady that had invited me so earnestly to go with her into Lancashire insisted so positively upon it， and promised me such great fortunes， and such fine things there， that I was tempted to go and try. ‘Perhaps，’ said I， ‘I may mend myself very much’； and then I made no scruple in my thoughts of quitting my honest citizen， whom I was not so much in love with as not to leave him for a richer.
In a word， I avoided a contract； but told him I would go into the North， that he should know where to write to me by the consequence of the business I had entrusted with him； that I would give him a sufficient pledge of my respect for him， for I would leave almost all I had in the world in his hands； and I would thus far give him my word， that as soon as he had sued out a divorce from his first wife， he would send me an account of it， I would come up to London， and that then we would talk seriously of the matter.
It was a base design I went with， that I must confess， though I was invited thither with a design much worse than mine was， as the sequel will discover. Well， I went with my friend， as I called her， into Lancashire. All the way we went she caressed me with the utmost appearance of a sincere， undissembled affection； treated me， except my coach-hire， all the way； and her brother brought a gentleman‘s coach to Warrington to receive us， and we were carried from thence to Liverpool with as much ceremony as I could desire. We were also entertained at a merchant’s house in Liverpool three or four days very handsomely； I forbear to tell his name， because of what followed. Then she told me she would carry me to an uncle‘s house of hers， where we should be nobly entertained. She did so； her uncle， as she called him， sent a coach and four horses for us， and we were carried near forty miles I know not whither.
We came， however， to a gentleman‘s seat， where was a numerous family， a large park， extraordinary company indeed， and where she was called cousin. I told her if she had resolved to bring me into such company as this， she should have let me have prepared myself， and have furnished myself with better clothes. The ladies took notice of that， and told me very genteelly they did not value people in their country so much by their clothes as they did in London； that their cousin had fully informed them of my quality， and that I did not want clothes to set me off； in short， they entertained me， not like what I was， but like what they thought I had been， namely， a widow lady of a great fortune.
The first discovery I made here was， that the family were all Roman Catholics， and the cousin too， whom I called my friend； however， I must say that nobody in the world could behave better to me， and I had all the civility shown me that I could have had if I had been of their opinion. The truth is， I had not so much principle of any kind as to be nice in point of religion， and I presently learned to speak favourably of the Romish Church； particularly， I told them I saw little but the prejudice of education in all the difference that were among Christians about religion， and if it had so happened that my father had been a Roman Catholic， I doubted not but I should have been as well pleased with their religion as my own.
This obliged them in the highest degree， and as I was besieged day and night with good company and pleasant discourse， so I had two or three old ladies that lay at me upon the subject of religion too. I was so complaisant， that though I would not completely engage， yet I made no scruple to be present at their mass， and to conform to all their gestures as they showed me the pattern， but I would not come too cheap； so that I only in the main encouraged them to expect that I would turn Roman Catholic， if I was instructed in the Catholic Doctrine as they called it， and so the matter rested.
I stayed here about six weeks； and then my conductor led me back to a country village， about six miles from Liverpool， where her brother （as she called him） came to visit me in his own chariot， and in a very good figure， with two footmen in a good livery； and the next thing was to make love to me. As it had happened to me， one would think I could not have been cheated， and indeed I thought so myself， having a safe card at home， which I resolved not to quit unless I could mend myself very much. However， in all appearance this brother was a match worth my listening to， and the least his estate was valued at was 1000 l a year， but the sister said it was worth 1500 l a year， and lay most of it in Ireland.
That was a great fortune， and passed for such， was above being asked how much my estate was； and my false friend taking it upon a foolish hearsay， had raised it from 500 l to 5000 l， and by the time she came into the country she called it 15，000 l. The Irishman， for such I understood him to be， was stark mad at this bait； in short， he courted me， made me presents， and ran in debt like a madman for the expenses of his equipage and of his courtship. He had， to give him his due， the appearance of an extraordinary fine gentleman； he was tall， well-shaped， and had an extraordinary address； talked as naturally of his park and his stables， of his horses， his gamekeepers， his woods， his tenants， and his servants， as if we had been in the mansion-house， and I had seen them all about me.
He never so much as asked me about my fortune or estate， but assured me that when we came to Dublin he would jointure me in 600 l a year good land； and that we could enter into a deed of settlement or contract here for the performance of it.
This was such language indeed as I had not been used to， and I was here beaten out of all my measures； I had a she-devil in my bosom， every hour telling me how great her brother lived. One time she would come for my orders， how I would have my coaches painted， and how lined； and another time what clothes my page should wear； in short， my eyes were dazzled. I had now lost my power of saying No， and， to cut the story short， I consented to be married； but to be the more private， we were carried farther into the country， and married by a Romish clergyman， who I was assured would marry us as effectually as a Church of England parson.
I cannot say but I had some reflections in this affair upon the dishonourable forsaking my faithful citizen， who loved me sincerely， and who was endeavouring to quit himself of a scandalous whore by whom he had been indeed barbarously used， and promised himself infinite happiness in his new choice； which choice was now giving up herself to another in a manner almost as scandalous as hers could be.
But the glittering shoe of a great estate， and of fine things， which the deceived creature that was now my deceiver represented every hour to my imagination， hurried me away， and gave me no time to think of London， or of anything there， much less of the obligation I had to a person of infinitely more real merit than what was now before me.
But the thing was done； I was now in the arms of my new spouse， who appeared still the same as before； great even to magnificence， and nothing less than 1000 l a year could support the ordinary equipage he appeared in.
After we had been married about a month， he began to talk of my going to West-chester in order to embark for Ireland. However， he did not hurry me， for we stayed near three weeks longer， and then he sent to Chester for a coach to meet us at the Black Rock， as they call it， over against Liverpool. Thither we went in a fine boat they call a pinnace， with six oars； his servants， and horses， and baggage going in the ferry-boat. He made his excuse to me that he had no acquaintance in Chester， but he would go before and get some handsome apartment for me at a private house. I asked him how long we should stay at Chester. He said， not at all， any longer than one night or two， but he would immediately hire a coach to go to Holyhead. Then I told him he should by no means give himself the trouble to get private lodgings for one night or two， for that Chester being a great place， I made no doubt but there would be very good inns and accommodation enough； so we lodged at an inn in the West Street， not far from the Cathedral； I forget what sign it was at.
Here my spouse， talking of my going to Ireland， asked me if I had no affairs to settle at London before we went off. I told him No， not of any great consequence， but what might be done as well by letter from Dublin. ‘Madam，’ says he， very respectfully， ‘I suppose the greatest part of your estate， which my sister tells me is most of it in money in the Bank of England， lies secure enough， but in case it required transferring， or any way altering its property， it might be necessary to go up to London and settle those things before we went over.’
I seemed to look strange at it， and told him I knew not what he meant； that I had no effects in the Bank of England that I knew of； and I hoped he could not say that I had ever told him I had. No， he said， I had not told him so， but his sister had said the greatest part of my estate lay there. ‘And I only mentioned it， me dear，’ said he， ‘that if there was any occasion to settle it， or order anything about it， we might not be obliged to the hazard and trouble of another voyage back again’； for he added， that he did not care to venture me too much upon the sea.
I was surprised at this talk， and began to consider very seriously what the meaning of it must be； and it presently occurred to me that my friend， who called him brother， had represented me in colours which were not my due； and I thought， since it was come to that pitch， that I would know the bottom of it before I went out of England， and before I should put myself into I knew not whose hands in a strange country.
Upon this I called his sister into my chamber the next morning， and letting her know the discourse her brother and I had been upon the evening before， I conjured her to tell me what she had said to him， and upon what foot it was that she had made this marriage. She owned that she had told him that I was a great fortune， and said that she was told so at London. ‘Told so！’ says I warmly； ‘did I ever tell you so？’ No， she said， it was true I did not tell her so， but I had said several times that what I had was in my own disposal. ‘I did so，’ returned I very quickly and hastily， ‘but I never told you I had anything called a fortune； no， not that I had 100 l， or the value of 100 l， in the world. Any how did it consist with my being a fortune，； said I， ’that I should come here into the north of England with you， only upon the account of living cheap？‘ At these words， which I spoke warm and high， my husband， her brother （as she called him）， came into the room， and I desired him to come and sit down， for I had something of moment to say before them both， which it was absolutely necessary he should hear.
He looked a little disturbed at the assurance with which I seemed to speak it， and came and sat down by me， having first shut the door； upon which I began， for I was very much provoked， and turning myself to him， ‘I am afraid，’ says I， ‘my dear’ （for I spoke with kindness on his side）， ‘that you have a very great abuse put upon you， and an injury done you never to be repaired in your marrying me， which， however， as I have had no hand in it， I desire I may be fairly acquitted of it， and that the blame may lie where it ought to lie， and nowhere else， for I wash my hands of every part of it.’
‘What injury can be done me， my dear，’ says he， ‘in marrying you. I hope it is to my honour and advantage every way.’ ‘I will soon explain it to you，’ says I， ‘and I fear you will have no reason to think yourself well used； but I will convince you， my dear，’ says I again， ‘that I have had no hand in it’； and there I stopped a while.
He looked now scared and wild， and began， I believe， to suspect what followed； however， looking towards me， and saying only， ‘Go on，’ he sat silent， as if to hear what I had more to say； so I went on. ‘I asked you last night，’ said I， speaking to him， ‘if ever I made any boast to you of my estate， or ever told you I had any estate in the Bank of England or anywhere else， and you owned I had not， as is most true； and I desire you will tell me here， before your sister， if ever I gave you any reason from me to think so， or that ever we had any discourse about it’； and he owned again I had not， but said I had appeared always as a woman of fortune， and he depended on it that I was so， and hoped he was not deceived. ‘I am not inquiring yet whether you have been deceived or not，’ said I； ‘I fear you have， and I too； but I am clearing myself from the unjust charge of being concerned in deceiving you.
‘I have been now asking your sister if ever I told her of any fortune or estate I had， or gave her any particulars of it； and she owns I never did. Any pray， madam，’ said I， turning myself to her， ‘be so just to me， before your brother， to charge me， if you can， if ever I pretended to you that I had an estate； and why， if I had， should I come down into this country with you on purpose to spare that little I had， and live cheap？’ She could not deny one word， but said she had been told in London that I had a very great fortune， and that it lay in the Bank of England.
‘And now， Dear Sir，’ said I， turning myself to my new spouse again， ‘be so just to me as to tell me who has abused both you and me so much as to make you believe I was a fortune， and prompt you to court me to this marriage？’ He could not speak a word， but pointed to her； and， after some more pause， flew out in the most furious passion that ever I saw a man in my life， cursing her， and calling her all the whores and hard names he could think of； and that she had ruined him， declaring that she had told him I had 15，000 l， and that she was to have 500 l of him for procuring this match for him. He then added， directing his speech to me， that she was none of his sister， but had been his whore for two years before， that she had had 100 l of him in part of this bargain， and that he was utterly undone if things were as I said； and in his raving he swore he would let her heart‘s blood out immediately， which frightened her and me too. She cried， said she had been told so in the house where I lodged. But this aggravated him more than before， that she should put so far upon him， and run things such a length upon no other authority than a hearsay； and then， turning to me again， said very honestly， he was afraid we were both undone. ’For， to be plain， my dear， I have no estate，‘ says he； ’what little I had， this devil has made me run out in waiting on you and putting me into this equipage.‘ She took the opportunity of his being earnest in talking with me， and got out of the room， and I never saw her more.
I was confounded now as much as he， and knew not what to say. I thought many ways that I had the worst of it， but his saying he was undone， and that he had no estate neither， put me into a mere distraction. ‘Why，’ says I to him， ‘this has been a hellish juggle， for we are married here upon the foot of a double fraud； you are undone by the disappointment， it seems； and if I had had a fortune I had been cheated too， for you say you have nothing.’
‘You would indeed have been cheated， my dear，’ says he， ‘but you would not have been undone， for 15，000 l would have maintained us both very handsomely in this country； and I assure you，’ added he， ‘I had resolved to have dedicated every groat of it to you； I would not have wronged you of a shilling， and the rest I would have made up in my affection to you， and tenderness of you， as long as I lived.’
This was very honest indeed， and I really believe he spoke as he intended， and that he was a man that was as well qualified to make me happy， as to his temper and behaviour， as any man ever was； but his having no estate， and being run into debt on this ridiculous account in the country， made all the prospect dismal and dreadful， and I knew not what to say， or what to think of myself.
I told him it was very unhappy that so much love， and so much good nature as I discovered in him， should be thus precipitated into misery； that I saw nothing before us but ruin； for as to me， it was my unhappiness that what little I had was not able to relieve us week， and with that I pulled out a bank bill of 20 l and eleven guineas， which I told him I had saved out of my little income， and that by the account that creature had given me of the way of living in that country， I expected it would maintain me three or four years； that if it was taken from me， I was left destitute， and he knew what the condition of a woman among strangers must be， if she had no money in her pocket； however， I told him， if he would take it， there it was.
He told me with a great concern， and I thought I saw tears stand in his eyes， that he would not touch it； that he abhorred the thoughts of stripping me and make me miserable； that， on the contrary， he had fifty guineas left， which was all he had in the world， and he pulled it out and threw it down on the table， bidding me take it， though he were to starve for want of it.
I returned， with the same concern for him， that I could not bear to hear him talk so； that， on the contrary， if he could propose any probable method of living， I would do anything that became me on my part， and that I would live as close and as narrow as he could desire.
He begged of me to talk no more at that rate， for it would make him distracted； he said he was bred a gentleman， though he was reduced to a low fortune， and that there was but one way left which he could think of， and that would not do， unless I could answer him one question， which， however， he said he would not press me to. I told him I would answer it honestly； whether it would be to his satisfaction or not， that I could not tell.
‘Why， then， my dear， tell me plainly，’ says he， ‘will the little you have keep us together in any figure， or in any station or place， or will it not？’
It was my happiness hitherto that I had not discovered myself or my circumstances at all—no， not so much as my name； and seeing these was nothing to be expected from him， however good-humoured and however honest he seemed to be， but to live on what I knew would soon be wasted， I resolved to conceal everything but the bank bill and the eleven guineas which I had owned； and I would have been very glad to have lost that and have been set down where he took me up. I had indeed another bank bill about me of 30 l， which was the whole of what I brought with me， as well to subsist on in the country， as not knowing what might offer； because this creature， the go-between that had thus betrayed us both， had made me believe strange things of my marrying to my advantage in the country， and I was not willing to be without money， whatever might happen. This bill I concealed， and that made me the freer of the rest， in consideration of his circumstances， for I really pitied him heartily.
But to return to his question， I told him I never willingly deceived him， and I never would. I was very sorry to tell him that the little I had would not subsist us； that it was not sufficient to subsist me alone in the south country， and that this was the reason that made me put myself into the hands of that woman who called him brother， she having assured me that I might board very handsomely at a town called Manchester， where I had not yet been， for about 6 l a year； and my whole income not being about 15 l a year， I thought I might live easy upon it， and wait for better things.
He shook his head and remained silent， and a very melancholy evening we had； however， we supped together， and lay together that night， and when we had almost supped he looked a little better and more cheerful， and called for a bottle of wine. ‘Come， my dear，’ says he， ‘ though the case is bad， it is to no purpose to be dejected. come， be as easy as you can； I will endeavour to find out some way or other to live； if you can but subsist yourself， that is better than nothing. I must try the world again； a man ought to think like a man； to be discouraged is to yield to the misfortune.’ With this he filled a glass and drank to me， holding my hand and pressing it hard in his hand all the while the wine went down， and protesting afterwards his main concern was for me.
It was really a true， gallant spirit he was of， and it was the more grievous to me. ‘Tis something of relief even to be undone by a man of honour， rather than by a scoundrel； but here the greatest disappointment was on his side， for he had really spent a great deal of money， deluded by this Madam the Procuress； and it was very remarkable on what poor terms he proceeded. First the baseness of the creature herself is to be observed， who， for the getting 100 l herself， could be content to let him spend three or four more， though perhaps it was all he had in the world， and more than all； when she had not the least ground， more than a little tea-table chat， to say that I had any estate， or was a fortune， or the like.
It is true the design of deluding a woman of fortune， I f I had been so， was base enough； the putting the face of great things upon poor circumstances was a fraud， and bad enough； but the case a little differed too， and that in his favour， for he was not a rake that made a trade to delude women， and， as some have done， get six or seven fortunes after one another， and then rifle and run away from them； but he was really a gentleman， unfortunate and low， but had lived well； and though， if I had had a fortune， I should have been enraged at the slut for betraying me， yet really for the man， a fortune would not have been ill bestowed on him， for he was a lovely person indeed， of generous principles， good sense， and of abundance of good-humour.